hari ni nanges lg

huh...
sedihnye hdup 2 hri ni...
smlm trsilap langkah lg..
buat bie marah...
aku gak y nanges..
sb aku dh dpt no Upax bru..
so nk try gurau ngan bie..
tp aku lupa smlm dia agak penat byk keje..
aku gak y kna marah...
kn dh padan muka...
aku dh pujuk tp x lut la..
kebalnye bie..
tp pgi td aku ok je...
sb bie dh msj aku..
tp bie bg warning jgn buat cmtu lg...
aku akur la...

sepanjang pgi dn tgah hri mood aku elok jew...
tp bila ptg...

got a phone call from papa..
at that time i had my nap..
then i mamai je angkat phone..
papa ckp ntah pe aku xingt..
pastu papa bg phone kt kakak..
diorg kt KL????
msa tu brderau darah aku..
bkn nk marah..
tp sedih..
famili g KL xbgtau pape...
g mlawat abg n kakak ku kt cna..
ok fine.....
aku kt cni xpenah pn datg mlawat...
dulu janji nk hntar tp x jd...
msa tu leh trima lg sb papa da tugas..
tp skrg ntah la....
hancur hati aku...
kalau xnk dtg pn xpe tp at least let me know where want to go..
feel very crash...
nobody can help me..
owh....
broken heart...
dlm keadaan mamai tu kakak n abg aku ckp ngan aku..
aku nk x nk je ckp ngan diorg..
terasa hati beb....
pastu aku ckp ngan akak aku..
pastu trus letak..
xsempat nk ckp balik ngan papa..
papa call aku balik..
maybe dia thu aku ngah sedih kot..
papa tnya aku ok ke x..
aku ckp ok je..
pastu ckp sikit2 then letak..
lpas tu..
aku nanges semahunye..
ntah la nape aku nk nanges..
tp siyes aku ckp aku memg terasa hati...

msa aku nanges tu baba aku teman kn aku..
baba selaku bapa angkat aku..
dia y tenangkn aku...
dia bg byk sgt nasihat kt aku..
mekasih baba....

then bie pn cm thu2 je aku sad..
dia pn msj aku gak..
dia pujuk aku..
dia pn mintak maaf sb smlm...
mekasih bie..
syg sayang bie...
syg x akn buat lg..
tp xjanji..
huhuhuhuhu...
thanks a lot bie cyang...

then skrang aku ok skit....
rase cm sakit kpala n berat je kelopak mata...
bijik mata aku pedih..
nanges byk sgt td...
huhuhuhu..

cupcake......

i'm very crazy with the cup cake...
look very cute...
so sweet...
nk jgak..
harap2 da la y nk bg cupcake y sgt comel kt aku nt my birthday..
*wink*
nk jgak...
huhuhuhuhu...
kepada kengkawan tu take note k..
i want it like crazy..
huhuhuhuhu..
bie..
syg nk cupcake..
nk jgak..

my dream cup cake


















wedding cakes






smua kek y sgt comey....
suka2....

hri ni y sgt sedih..

hari ni sahabat baik aku pgi2 lg buat hal....
ntah pape la..
kata2 dia punye la menusuk kalbu..
sedih giler...
and you know,
i cry during da class...
but jus some of my classmate know that..
especially lina n asyi...
they ask why but i didn't answer...
so bangang tol sahabat baik aku tu...
cm la dia baik sgt....
memg la..
i know i'm not generous..
not very good..
but i'm as human, i do make mistake..
not everything i can remember..
that is my mistake...
owh God..
help me...
i'm very bad mood today...
but very lucky...
my bie sgt2 prihatin..
he like know what had happen to me...
and he said to me to sabar n jus let everything go..
don't think about it..
and he said he very miss me..
he give support for me..
today he need to attend the trial in court at johor..
about the case that he had handle...
he let me know before he left..
i know he love me so much..
thanks bie...

syg sayang bie sgt2...

malas...

malam ni cm malas jew nk entri..
i'm not in a good mood....
don't know why...
huhuhuhu...
people not always be happy..
sometime people get in trouble or got a problem..
me too...
maybe just some words that i send to bie make me feel bad..
and make bie feel mad at me...
huhuhu...
so bodoh..
kind of this thing pn perlu ke aku bad mood...
lupakan..
just make me feel hurt..
lantak r...
huhhuhuhu..
don't know what to entri...
so bad mood.. :"-(

hari ni...

hari ni biasa2 je bg aku...
tp da peristiwa y melucukn...
huhuhuhu...
pgi td da class stregth of material...
pastu kul 10.30 pgi da majlis amanat NC UMP...
smua kna pegi..
tp sgt boring dgr ucapan tu..
huhuhuhuhu...
aku da class CAD MOdelling ptg td...
so i have to go to lab..
the rule to enter the lab is

"MUST WEAR SAFETYBOOT"

and you know what..
my friends and i break the rule..
i just pkai kasut biasa jew....
sb ptg ni class drwing je..
bkn buat machining pn..
then before i have finish my lesson...
Mr Zam came to our class then said

"sesiapa y memakai selipar atau kasut slain dari safetyboot,
sy akn amik sbelah dripadanya..
nk amik balik kasut @ selipar awak tu jmpa sy kt lab machining.."

wah...
gelabah aku n geng dibuatnye...
huhuhuhu...
sengal tol..
sape soh langgar peraturn...
then after the class..
my friends and i have to walk with 1 shoes @selipar..
huhuhu..
wah dlm lab jalan xpkai alas kaki...
fuh malu beb..
kna ktawa dek bdak2 section 2...
malu2..
huhuhuhu....
lpas dpt kasut trus kluar lab..

td da majlis penyampaian dean's list kt bebudak y hebat la..
hehehe..
aku jew y xhebat..
huhuhu..
so humble..
dpt makan fre..
tu y penting tu..
wlaupn xde dlm golongan dean's list..
hahhahahaa....sgt best gak r majlis tu..
majlis xformal sgt pn..
pastu da meeting with our academic advisor..

my PA is Prof. Madya DR. Wan Azhar Wan Yusoff..

best jgak td..
xboring langsung...

smlm y romantik lg....

smlm bie sgt2 romantik..
he says to me that he's very sleepy..
then he want me to sing the song to him before he sleep..
dia suh aku ulik dia..
and msa tu jgak aku pn feel sleepy...
aku suh dia y ulik aku...
tp dia xnk..
dia trus tdo..
aku pn sing la sesuka hati with the music from my phone..
then..
i heard he play the song too...
rupa2nya dia x tdo lg...
he says to me...

'syg...nape syg baik sgt kt bie??'

i'm shock..
don't know what to say..
i just say..

'xthu..ntah la'
'ye la..sebab syg sayg bie..'

then he say..

'syg trlalu baik sgt ngan bie..'
'bie syg sayg sgt2..'

i feel so touch..
owh bie cyang...
don't say that..
i will cry if you continue saying sumthing..
then he said again...

'bie sayg syg sgt2...'

then as i said i fell very touch..
then i cry...
huhuhuhu..
then i said

'syg pn sayng bie sgt2...'

then he said

'jgan nanges sygku..'
'bie ada disamping syg slalu..'

owh bie cyang...
bertambah2 sayang syg kt bie...

smlm y romantik...

sgt suka smlm...
smlm aku y gatal g kejut bie...
dia dh tdo..
tp aku g call dia byk kali..
dia pn trjaga la...
xpasal2 aku kna lyan lak karenah di tu..
huhuhuhu...
tp xpe....
aku suka...
dia sgt manja...
dia x penah cm smlm..
smlm dia cm tension ngan keje...
dia bgtau ngan aku..
aku pn jd pendengar y setia...
dia xpenah citer masalah dia kt aku...
dia cm tension sgt smlm..
dia ckp bos dia trlalu memberi tekanan pd dia..
cian bie cyang ni...
bie jgn rsau la..
da hikmah tu..
tp smlm dia cm tkut...
dia tkut sb da bunyi anjing menyalak dpn umah dia..
dia tgal sorg2...
aku cm kelakar la jgak..
tp nk buat cmne...
perasaan dia kot smlm..
mgkin sb dia tngah runsing..
so dia suh aku teman dia...
aku pn borak2 ngan dia..
dia ckp dia rndu sgt2 nk borak2 ngan aku..
aku pn rndu sgt2 ngan dia...
dia ckp dia syg aku sgt2...
aku pn sgt2 gembira...
aku tramat syg dia..
dia pmberi semangat aku..
wlau kekdg dia sgt menyakitkn hti..
aku thu dia setia ngan aku...
dia tristimewa d hatiku...
wlau pe pn y trjadi syg tetap sayang bie...
smoga Allah merestui hubungan kita..

(hri ni dia dpt berita y bos dia tu dtukarkn ke perak..
dia trsgt gmbira...
dia ckp kurg skit nt tekanan dia...)
Alhamdulillah...
syg sentiasa doakn kesejahteraan dan ketenangan bie..

mertuaku....

masa cuti ri tu...
bakal mertua n bakal ipar2 ku dtg kelantan....
bie ckp diorg dtg saje2 je..
sb nk melancong..
tp da jgak g melawat sedara kot..
bie xdpt ikt famili dia...
dia kena keje...
brleter dia kt aku..
huhuhuhu..
dia ckp aku xnk kawin ngan dia cpt2..
kalau x msti dia dh dpt cuti...
aku y dpersalahkn...
huhuhuhu..
kesian..
dia saje2 je gurau2 manja ngan aku..
dia suh aku g jmpa ngan famili dia...
aku gabra r...
tp aku x g jmpa pn..
bie ckp nt dia da sma bru aku leh jmpa ngan famili dia...
famili dia dh thu pasal hubngan ktorg..
tp ktorg blum sedia lg nk jmpa ngan famili msing2..
lgpn dia ckp aku msh muda lg..
aku ikut je..
mane2 y trbaik tuk hubungan kami..
latest my hubby punye pic..
wlaupn x bpe comey..
syg ltak jgak ye bie cyang..
sowi...
bie tetap comey dhati syg..

i lub u bie..

syg sayang bie sgt2...
smoga hubungan kita brkekalan..

hbis sudah holiday.... :(

dh lma x entri...
balik umah x bukak internet da...
ada internet tp lupa password..
huhuhu..
aku y sengal..

masa aku smpai umah maghrib 24 Jan tu..
rmai org umah aku..
aku ingt kn nk smbut aku balik...
rupa2nye diorg baru balik dari umah org kenduri..
hampeh tol..
hahahhaa..
nenek n mak sdara aku smua da...
sronok...
dpt gak aku jmpa ngan spupu2 aku y comel...
huhuhuhu...

syazkirin


emam baihaqi

cuti agak seronok r..
aku g kacau syura kt umah mak sdara aku..
aku x amik gmbr msa majlis tu..
xleh la nk entri..
huhuhu...
masa tu smua da..
budak comot ni pn da


qaseh eyzaira

aku n famili g jalan2 kt kbmall...
smbil2 tgu nk amik adk aku tusyen..
aku n nani jew ikt..



nabila n zuyyin g tusyen..



hahahha..
padan muka..
jahat tol aku ni..
dpt gak aku paw 2 helai sluar..
adik2 aku pn papa aku belikn jgak..
aku nk sandal tp xde r..
susah tol..
huhuhuhu...

aku kna kemas umah...
huhuhu..
tu y paling sedih...
ingt dpt la rehat2..
mama aku suruh tkar langsir 1 rumah..


ruang tamu... wah cm brsepah jew.... malu2..


dapur.. umah baru renovate... dapur baru la ni.. hehehhee

huh..

jenuh aku...
tp xpe..
trubat gak rndu kt mama n papa...

i lub u mama papa..

tagged by mint..

siyes sbenarnye aku x thu dtagged...
lpas kwn bgtau bru la aku bukak kt komen tu..
mint,kwn skool aku dlu bg tagged..
ok..
abu jwb la tagged dia tu....

1. How old are you?
- turn to 20

2. Are you single?
- nop...dh brpunye..see da blog r..

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
- hahaha....kahwin???ada jodoh kahwin la..

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
- i hope so...insyaAllah..tu y sgt2 dharapkan..

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- jodoh y tlah dtentukn untukku oleh Qada' dan Qadar....

6. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
- traditional wedding...ikut adat resam org melayu la...

7. Your ideal motive?
- what is motive???x paham..

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
- xtau lg r...xde planning lg ngan bie i..

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- smua sdara mara y knal...n kwn2 jgak...

10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
- simple yet beautiful.

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you'd make up on your own?
- tradisional pn pe salahnye....dh adat melayu kn...

12. How many layers of cake do you want?
- what ever...asal meriah je wedding tu..

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
- home is preferable.

14. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- pagi smpai mlm...hahahha

15. You'd rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
- xkn majlis kahwin pn nk kna trtutup kot..
msti la outdoor

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
- ouh. mestilah.

18. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- ntah ler....aku dn dirimu by bunga n ari lasso

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
- morning kot.

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
- solemn pon best.. tp simple2 sude..

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
- my love till the end of life

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
- mane2 y ikut adat melayu..

24. Champagne or red wine?
- just juice2 y halal....

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- days after it lah.

26. Money or household items?
- if the money is enough to buy those household items, then i'll take money.

27. Who will pay for the bills?
- sesama la... kami (saya dan my hubby)

28. Are you ready for married life?
- yes i do...hahaha..(btol ke???)

29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
- of course.... i never break it until my hubby do it on our first night...

30. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
- i will. promise.

31. How many kids would you like to have?
- tu atas rezeki y diberi...

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
- mane2 y trmampu....tp my hubby already have his own house...
so i live at that house..insyaAllah

33. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
- gulai kawah n nasi minyak la...

34. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
- mesti la.....kenangan skali spanjang hdup..
insyaAllah...

35. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
- my friends...and da beautiful wedding..

36. Tag to
- zahra
-ieyka
-n sesape y lalu cni la....